Bad Times ;(

So I know that I haven't been posting every day and I'm sorry but I'm trying to get myself back up and smiling. It's kind of hard to make other people smile when you can't smile yourself. I'm not going to say everything that happened but I'm going to try to keep this short and tell y'all what happened. 5 days ago, I started to stay out of my house more often, of course being outside you don't have wifi. So, I couldn't continue posting.

Why were you trying to stay out of the house? Well, I have been feeling depressed and anxious lately. I haven't been able to really focus on anything lately, so this post is actually hard for me to sit down and type. The main reason that I have been feeling this way is because my parents are getting divorced. I'm not going to go into great detail about it but that's what is happening right now.

I feel like I am losing everything. I'm friends with my ex but he told me that he doesn't feel the same about me anymore. I feel like I am losing him, as well as my father, and a lot of the people that I thought were my friends. I thought I had a lot of friends but as soon as all of this started happening nobody was here for me, I'm always here for people that need me but as soon as I need someone, everybody just leaves. I'm not going to leave anyone, even if I do break up with someone and they need someone to talk to I will always be here for you. I don't understand what people get from being fake. What's the point, all you are doing when you act fake is prove that you can't be trusted. Think about that before you decide to be fake...

So if I don't seem the same then now you know why...

I have been going out with my friends, going on very long walks, walking to the bus stop in the morning instead of being driven... I started to be more independent, and a less functional person in a group. I have been feeling different, I'm not feeling like the same person that I was before all of this started happening. If you feel bad for me go ahead and try to talk to me about it but I can't promise that I will tell you anything. If you DM me on Instagram and tell me that you were sent to me from my blog then I will do my best to reply.

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